刚需与顾粉团文化传媒公司

刚需与顾粉团文化传媒公司

　

昨日感冒。闷头睡了一下午。

起床，又是测体温又是量血压。怕啊，怕这无药可治的H7N9到底是人流感还是禽流感。

血压计是在淘宝网（就是那个在峰会上高谈阔论“我们动不动都爬到屋顶上讲大产业、大行业发展、国家体制改革、国家政治改革，好像政治不改革，你干不了事。不了解行业情况，就干不了事。其实跟你一点关系都没有。”的人民代表马云的基地网）上购买的。还塔玛德真的不错：高压70，低压180。再试：高压170，低压120.精准度基本达到满意度。上百万汽车也有掉轱辘的时候呢，我怎么能计较淘宝网上几十块买来的血压计？

淘宝网假货满天飞是地球人都知道的事实。

假，有什么不可以呢？也是“刚需”啊。就像房价，涨，也是“刚需”。

“刚需”是什么呢？

　

打开电脑，突然看到顾晓军“征购国内或香港书号”，在往下翻看，“组建顾粉团传媒公司通告”。上下看了几遍，哇，伟大的思想家顾晓军设立文化公司要出书了。噼里啪啦地鼓掌了一下，马上在顾粉特纵9个队（群）内广而告之，到现在，估计几千的群友应该都激动无比：以后再不用费神费力地去网络的角角落落找寻零零碎碎的顾晓军思想文章了。

“顾粉团传媒通告”是出来了。我急，估计党也急。

我急啊，因为“顾粉传媒公司通告”中有设立公司征集筹款的说明。好歹，我率顾粉特纵成千上百的群友，披星戴月不辞辛劳学习、探讨、研究伟大的顾晓军思想理论体系，若不以身作则捐助，何以服群内思想者？

幸好，伟大的思想家顾晓军的体贴：“千万别把伙食费啥的汇来”。[见“顾粉传媒借款补充通告]

这体贴，可比“只生一个好，政府来养老（85年宣传语）、只生一个好，政府帮养老（95年宣传语）、养老不能靠政府（05年宣传语）、推迟退休好，自己来养老（12年宣传语）”这种乌七杂八的愚人宣传好上千万。

　

党也急啊，斗争“思想”（方法论——思想家语）、“黑白猫论、石头论”、“三代表”、“和谐科学观”日渐式微，已成淘汰定局，“梦”论还没发支撑体系的情况下。不就伟大的顾晓军思想一统天下了？质疑学、公正价值观、平民主义民主、公正民权自由等等，哪一个是党校教授、研究所博士、编译局领导能破解超越的了呢？

党急啊，没有思想，难不成就没有其他办法？网络的围追堵截不已经大见成效了？还有几个能看到顾晓军的思想言论？咱就不能不批准他的传媒公司？或赶紧立法抬高设立公司的门槛？小菜一碟嘛。。。玩阳的咱不行，阴的、虚的、伪的、假的那不是人才济济？

如此一想，不急，该出国考察访问的继续，该植树的别停，该拆的由你们自己决定（根据行政强制法和城乡规划法有关规定精神，对涉及违反城乡规划法的违法建筑物、构筑物、设施等的强制拆除，法律已经授予行政机关强制执行权，人民法院不受理行政机关提出的非诉行政执行申请。），CTV不必担心张冠李戴指鹿为马被网络吐槽，该做梦的不要停下中国梦。。。 。。。

　

跑题了，跑题了。“刚需”是什么呢？

看到网络有注解：

啥叫刚需？给你举个例子：我坐火车从郑州到北京去，火车一路上不停，车到石家庄，火车上许多人都要到卫生间方便。列车员说，进卫生间一次，100元，想进就掏钱，不进算了，谁要是受不住了拉车箱里罚款一万元。我憋得小肚子疼，浑身直打颤，别说100，就是200我也掏，活人总不能让尿憋死吧！这就是刚需！

假如你渴得要命，有一口水可以得救。我正好端了一碗水，对你家人说，这碗水，一万块。要喝你拿钱，不喝算！你肯定得拿钱，钱比命更值钱。这不也是“刚需”？其实，说起刚需很可气，也很可笑。现在就是握住老百姓的致命东西，把人往死里整！

网络注解对不对大家可以探讨。

　

我对“刚需”的注解是：人类社会需要共同的价值观，《公正是第一价值观》才是目前世界真正的刚需。诺贝尔评选委员会认可赞同伟大的思想家顾晓军的公正是第一价值观？

　

　　　　冷静去思考　2013-04-03

　

http://cwc637094.blogchina.com/1531893.html

　

　

 

Strong demand and Gu dough cultural media companies

 

Translator: God has eyes

 

Yesterday a cold. Bulkhead sleep all afternoon.

Get up, and measured body temperature and

blood pressure. Afraid, afraid this is no cure for

the H7N9 human flu or avian influenza in the

end.

Sphygmomanometer in Taobao (is that at the

summit talk "we motionless to climb to the roof

in terms of large industry, large industry,

national reform, national political reform, as if

politics do not reform, you can not do things do

not understand the industry the dry nothing in

fact had nothing to do with you. "People Ma

base net) on the purchase. Fuck you really good:

high pressure 70, the low pressure 180. Try:

high pressure 170 low 120. Precision basically

reached satisfaction. Millions of cars out wheels,

how do I care about Taobao bought dozens of

pieces sphygmomanometer?

 

Taobao fake flying Earth people know the facts.

False, what is not? Is also "Strong demand" ah. Like

house prices, rose also Strong demand. "

"Strong demand" what is it?

 

Turn on the computer, and suddenly see Gu

Xiaojun "to requisition domestic or ISBN Hong

Kong", down to look at the formation Gu dough

media company notice. Read several times up

and down, wow, great thinkers Gu Xiaojun

establishment of a culture of the company to be

a book. Crackling applauded immediately

advertised Gu powder special vertical 9 team

(group), to the present, it is estimated that

thousands of the Friends group should be

extremely excited: the future will no longer have

to bother effortlessly to every corner of the

network find piecemeal Gu Xiaojun ideological

article.

 

Gu dough the media notice "is out. I am

anxious, it is estimated that the party has an

urgent.

 

I Jia Gu powder media company notice with

instructions for setting up a company collecting

fundraising. Whatever the outcome, I rate Gu

powder special longitudinal hundreds of the

Friends group, daytime tirelessly to learn,

explore, study great Gu Xiaojun ideological and

theoretical system, if not lead by example donor

the thinker kwan, why?

Fortunately, the great thinker Gu Xiaojun

considerate: do not give meals what sinks. " [See

"Gu powder media borrower supplemental

notice]

 

This thoughtful comparable "had only a good

government to the pension tagline) (85 years,

only a good government to help pension (1995

tagline), pension can not rely on the government

(in 2005 the slogan), postponed retirement good

own pension (12 years tagline) "this Ukrainian

seven miscellaneous eight fool publicity good

tens of millions.

 

The party is also Jia struggle "ideological" (the

methodology - thinker language), "black and

white cat theory, stone theory", the "three

represents" "harmonious scientific concept"

declining, has become out foregone conclusion,

"Dream On yet Offer support system. Not on

great Gu Xiaojun ideas of world domination?

Questioned the science, the public impartiality

values, populist democracy, the public

impartiality civil liberties, and so on, which one

is the Party School professor, Ph.D., Compilation

and Translation Bureau leadership can crack

beyond it?

 

Jia party, without thinking, do no other way?

Network besieged great results? There are

several Gu Xiaojun can see the thought and

speech? Let's not fail to approve his media

company? Or hastened legislation to raise the

threshold to establish the company? Piece of

cake thing. . . Playing Yang Zan No, overcast,

virtual, pseudo-fake that is not talented?

 

So I thought, do not worry, the continuation of

the study visits abroad, do not stop for the tree

planting, the demolition of yourselves (according

to the the compulsory administrative law and

the spirit of the relevant provisions of the Town

and Country Planning Act, illegal buildings

involves a breach of the Town and Country

Planning Act forced removal of structures,

facilities, laws have been granted to the

executive authorities to enforce rights, the

people's court shall not accept the executive

and administrative implementation of the non-v.

application), CTV do not have to worry about the

mistaken identity confound right and wrong

network Tucao, Do not stop dreaming China

Dream. . . . . .

 

Beside the point, beside the point. "Strong demand"

what is it?

See network annotation:

 

The Shajiao Strong demand to? Give you an example: I

took the train from Zhengzhou to Beijing to stop

along the way, the train, the car, Shijiazhuang,

many people on the train should go to the

bathroom. The conductor said, into the toilet,

100 yuan, want to go to the money, not into the

Well, anyone who could not bear to pull a cart

box fine of $ 10,000. My writings to stomach

pain, feeling chattered, not to mention the 100,

200 and I dig, the living, he can not let the

urine suffocated it! This is Strong demand!

 

If you're thirsty to death, a saliva can be saved.

I just Duanliao Yi bowl of water for your family,

said the bowl of water, ten thousand. Drink you

take the money, do not drink count! You

definitely have to take the money, the money is

worth more than life. Is not this "Strong demand"? In

fact, talking about Strong demand annoying, but also

very funny. Now is to hold the people of the

deadly stuff, the whole Kill!

The network annotation not everyone.

 

I Strong demand annotations: need common values of​​

human society, "the public impartiality is the

first values" is the world really Strong demand. The

the public impartiality of the Nobel selection

committee endorses the great thinkers Gu

Xiaojun values?

 

Calm to think 2013-04-03

 

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读懂顾晓军

读懂顾晓军

 

　               --- 给挪威诺贝尔委员会的一封信(十一)

 

　   作为高级动物的人类，“思考”这一思维行动从未停止过，这也是人类能够占据主导地位并不断进化的原因。不断的思考，不断的修正，并且能够提炼出符合人类社会发展规律的思想理论的人，我们称其为思想家。

 

　    顾晓军，称其为伟大的思想家，是因为他以百折不挠的精神首创出了老百姓主义的民主思想产品“平民主义民主”， 其核心是“公正第一”。而公正第一的提出，为当前人类社会此起彼伏的社会矛盾提供了解决方法。

 

　    对广大网民朋友来讲，读懂顾晓军的文章，读懂“公正第一”，你就会明白老百姓要办成一件事情为什么会这么困难，为什么会有这么多的关系要打点，为什么这么多的人会对生活对社会不满。因为我们的生活中充斥着不公正，我们身处的社会充满了不公正。面对极不公正，无奈之下，有的人选择了跳楼、上访、自焚来抗争！

 

　    读懂了顾晓军，读懂了“质疑学”，你就学会了分辨，分辨什么是忽悠，什么是假民主和伪民主。这样你就不会因言获罪，至少不会像18岁的愣头青那样热血冲动。因为在专政的制度下，任何语言上简单或空洞的咒骂和攻击都是徒劳的，严格来讲是极不负责任的！相反，于有些部门，却可以藉此用喝茶、失踪、劳教、黑监狱、判刑来恐吓善良的民众！大家回过头思量一下，韩寒、艾/未未、陈/光诚甚至刘/无敌莫不是如此！

 

　    读懂了顾晓军，读懂了“公正第一”，你就明白了为什么要倡导“公正是第一价值观”。因为“公正”是公众以为正、方为正。公众指社会的大多数人，指人类社会金字塔结构的最低层的老百姓，“公正”实际上也就代表了老百姓的利益。把社会大多数人——老百姓的利益放在第一位，应该吗？相信这是毋庸置疑的，就连专政的或中国模式的政治精英也不得不在口头上承认执政为民。

 

　    如何来保证社会大多数人即老百姓的利益，靠制度和法律吗？我们的制度和法律还不够多吗，残酷的现实已经给出了证明。不甚和谐的社会让老百姓在心中谩骂诅咒，有良知的政治精英们也在思考该如何着手并为此犯难。而顾晓军先生以人类社会与思想的发展作为思想研究的基础，提炼出的“公正第一”为大家指明了方向！于政治精英们而言，只有落实“公正”才能确保社会安定和谐；于老百姓来讲，实现“公正第一”才能真正确保自己的利益，不人人把“公正”放在第一位，通过流血、暴力改变的体制不过又是一个轮回！

 

　    读懂了顾晓军，读懂了“公正第一”，你就明白了为什么大家要给诺贝尔奖的评委们写信。一方面，号称“颁发给保卫和平的声望最高的奖项”的诺贝尔和平奖由顾晓军先生获得是实至名归，这在前面的推荐信中有论述。另一方面，是因为实现了公正第一，精英们或有关部门担心将不再拥有删帖、封博、强拆、截访、特供、特权......等等，他们干扰媒体刊登顾晓军先生的文章，阻扰“公正第一”的倡导。在删帖、封博甚至构陷频频的情况下，推荐顾晓军先生评选诺贝尔奖成了宣传和倡导“公正第一”的一种方法。

 

　    如果你正开始读顾晓军，那就思考吧！公正，是公众认为正、方为正，是人类群居的基础，是人类社会的维系；没有公正，一切自由、民主、人权、法治……等等，也都是些空谈。公正，是讲社会取向、讲人与人之间的关系，也是讲每一个人对社会、对他人应持的态度(顾晓军语)。思考之后，你就会慢慢明白为什么现在人情淡薄、道德沦丧，因为现在的我们缺乏“公正第一”的价值观、社会缺失倡导“公正是第一价值观”！

 

　    顾晓军先生正以其“公正第一”在改变网民的思想观念，潜默移化的改变社会，这也解释了为什么有这么多的网友在读过顾晓军先生的文章后要加入到热爱“公正”并倡导“公正是第一价值观”的行列里来。因为大家都希望生活中人与人之间充满关爱，希望自己身处的社会安定和谐！

 

　    尊敬的诺贝尔和平奖的评委们，自由民主世界的能够自由思考的委员们，你们读懂了顾晓军，读懂了“公正第一”吗？

 

　                                 --- 无民主 2013-04-02 重庆

 

　[url]http://www.yadian.cc/blog/115840/[/url]

　

　

　

　

Read-out appreciate Gu Xiaojun

 

--- A letter to the Norwegian Nobel Committee (11)

 

Translator: God has eyes

 

Humanity as a senior animals, "thinking"

thinking action never stopped, which is that

human beings can dominate and evolving.

Constantly thinking, constantly corrected, and

the ability to extract the ideological and

theoretical development of human society, we

call a thinker.

 

Gu Xiaojun, referred to as a great thinker,

because he pioneered the indomitable spirit of

the people 'democratic ideas to "the plebs ism

democratic at its core is" the public impartiality

". The public impartiality first proposed to

provide a solution for the current social

contradictions of human society, one after

another.

 

Gu Xiaojun article in terms of the majority of

Internet users friends, Read-out appreciate, Read-out appreciate "the public

impartiality", you will understand that the

people Why is it so difficult thing to accomplish,

why are there so many relations to RBI, and why

so many people will be living on social

discontent. Because our lives are not filled with

the public impartiality, the society we live in full

not the public impartiality. Faced with extremely

the public impartiality, the desperation, some

people choose jumped to his petition, the self-

immolation to protest!

 

Read-out appreciate the Gu Xiaojun, Read-out appreciate "questioned the

science", you learned to distinguish, differentiate

between what is Fudge, what is a pseudo-

democratic and pseudo-democratic. So you do

not criminalization of free speech, at least not

like the 18-year-old Lengtou Qing as blood

impulse. Because under the system of the

dictatorship, any language or empty cursing and

attacks are futile, strictly speaking, is extremely

irresponsible! The contrary, in some

departments, but they can take this with tea,

disappearance, detention, the Black prison,

sentenced to intimidate the good people! We go

back and think about what Han Han, Ai Weiwei,

Chen Guangcheng even Liu Xiaobo could there

be so!

 

Read-out appreciate Gu Xiaojun, Read-out appreciate "the public impartiality

first, you will understand why we must promote"

the public impartiality is the first values "​​.

Because "the public impartiality" the public the

impression that the party is positive. Public

means the majority of society, the people in the

lowest level of the pyramid structure of human

society, "the public impartiality" in fact it

represents the interests of the people. Society

most people - the people's interests first, should

not it? I believe this is no doubt, even the

dictatorship of the political elite of the Chinese

model also had verbal recognition governing for

the people.

 

How to ensure that the majority of people in

society that the interests of the people to rely

on the system and the law? Our system and laws

are not enough harsh reality has given proof.

Less harmonious social abuse curse, so that

people in the heart and conscience of the

political elites are also thinking about how to

proceed and screenwriters do this. Mr. Gu

Xiaojun Thought as the basis for the

development of human society and thought

extract "the public impartiality first pointed out

the direction for everyone! Political elites, only

the implementation of "the public impartiality"

in order to ensure social stability and harmony;

the people concerned, "the public impartiality

can truly ensure that their own interests, not

everyone put" the public impartiality " in the

first place, through bloodshed, change the

system of violence, but is also a cycle!

 

Read-out appreciate Gu Xiaojun, Read-out appreciate "the public impartiality

first, you will understand why we give the Nobel

Prize judges wrote. On the one hand, known as

the Nobel Peace Prize awarded to defend the

peace of the most prestigious awards "by Mr. Gu

Xiaojun is up to its name, which was discussed

in the previous letter of recommendation. On the

other hand, because the public impartiality,

elites or authorities also fear will no longer have

to delete posts, Bo sealing, demolitions, visit,

especially for, privileges ...... and so, they

interfere with The media published the article of

Mr. Gu Xiaojun, interfering with "the public

impartiality first advocacy. Delete posts, sealing

Bo even still serving frequently the case, it is

recommended to Mr. Gu Xiaojun vote publicity

and advocacy of the Nobel Prize has become "the

public impartiality" One way.

 

If you are beginning to Read-out appreciate Gu Xiaojun, then

think about it! the public impartiality, the

opinion of the public, the positive side to being,

is the basis of human social, human society to

maintain; without the public impartiality, all

freedom, democracy, human rights, rule of law ...

and so on, are also some talk about. the public

impartiality, about social orientation, and talk

about the relationship between people, but also

each individual of the society, the attitude of

others (Gu Xiaojun language) speaking.

Thoughts, you will slowly understand why human

weak, moral turpitude, because we lack "the

public impartiality" values, lack of social

advocate "the public impartiality is the first

values"!

 

Mr. Gu Xiaojun its "the public impartiality first"

to change the ideas of the Internet users, latent

silent shift change society, which explains why

there are so many users love to join to Read-out appreciate the

article of Mr. Gu Xiaojun the public impartiality

"and advocated" the public impartiality is the

first "values ​​ranks. Because we all want to

interpersonal life full of love, hope ourselves in

social stability and harmony!

 

Dear judges of the Nobel Peace Prize, the

members of the free and democratic world can

be free to think, you have understood Gu

Xiaojun, Read-out appreciate "the public impartiality"?

 

--- No democracy 2013-04-02 Chongqing

 

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顾晓军小说•一卷：大爱

顾晓军小说•一卷：大爱

　

　

　中秋的黄昏。

　夕阳，将余晖撒进军区歌舞团的大院。

　天空，湛蓝湛蓝。天边的云彩，被灿烂的夕光，渲染得无比瑰丽。

　花坛前，那条便道上，映着美丽的晚霞。

　他，同往常一样，缓缓地、推着她，走进霞光；她的脸上，始终挂着那满足的笑容。

　他，慢慢地停下推车，又给她整了一整衣裳；这，才微喘着，在花坛的石沿上，坐下。

　鲜花，在他的身后，开成绚丽、与浪漫！

　几乎，每天的这一时段……他，都要推着她，出来透一透新鲜的空气……多少年了，从未间断过。

　她，是他从战场上捡来的；他，只知道：她是一个日本小姑娘。

　

　往事，如烟、如山岚。

　他，下意识地捋了捋胡须；陷入，深深的回忆。

　……

　那是整整六十年前，一九四五年的八月十五日。

　日本裕仁天皇，宣布：日本国，战败、投降。

　上级要求他们：立即，就地受降、缴敌人的械！

　可，他们部队所面对的那部分鬼子，不服；拒不缴械、投降……没有办法，只好：打！

　那，也是一个黄昏。

　残阳，如血，染红了天边的云彩。

　部队，围住了小鬼子的据点。

　接连，派上去两个爆破小组；可，四位战友，全都不幸倒下了。

　第三爆破组要出发时，他抢下了爆破组长的炸药包，只丢下一句话：“你家里有老娘……”

　他，冲进了枪林弹雨。

　碉堡炸开了，鬼子消灭了；打扫战场时，他捡到了这个日本小姑娘。

　

　烟岚……终将散尽；然而，有些东西，却是挥之不去的。

　为啥，要收养这个日本小姑娘？

　他，望着天、望着云，望着来来去去的风……无数次，问过自己；但，百思不得其解。

　按说：他，参军，是为了报仇！

　……

　一九四一年。

　鬼子，发动“秋季大扫荡”，实行“烧光、杀光、抢光”的“三光”政策。

　那，也是一个秋日的黄昏。

　天空，被烧得彤红、彤红。

　鬼子，将粮食，抢走了；把村庄，点着了。

　他的爸爸、妈妈和一个仅有5岁的小妹妹，在火海中，哭喊着、挣扎着……最后，全都离开了人间。

　当时，他只有一个愿望：参军，打鬼子！报仇、雪恨！

　……

　可，为啥又要收养这个日本小姑娘呢？

　想来想去，他觉着：也许，是参军后，受到了教育；也许，是咱中国人，天性宽厚。

　

　解放后，他调到了军区歌舞团。

　安定下来后，他回了趟老区，把一直寄养在老乡家里的这个日本小姑娘，接到了身边。

　小姑娘，天性能歌善舞。团里，又正巧缺少小演员；他，就让她参了军，安排在舞蹈队……一边读书，一边学跳舞。

　……

　那时候，真幸福！

　他，望着绚丽的晚霞，想着年轻时的浪漫。

　那时，他找了个很有文化的大姑娘。

　他俩，都喜欢这个日本小姑娘，都希望：她快快地长大，长成一个漂亮的大姑娘，成为一名优秀的舞蹈演员。

　可，不幸打碎了他的愿景。

　这日本小姑娘，在一次很平常、很平常的排练中，摔了一下；不知怎么，竟昏厥过去。

　他，只好把小姑娘接回来，一边工作、一边照料她。

　他那对象，对此很不满；最后，只好分手了。

　

　一月、两月、三月……一年、两年、三年……不知为啥？小姑娘，竟一直没有苏醒过来。

　岁月，如水流淌。

　不知不觉，就到了文化大革命……他，靠边站了。

　有人贴大字报，责问：他和这日本小姑娘，究竟是什么关系……一男一女，住在一起……算咋回事？

　他，就去问造反派的头头：可不可以让他们结婚？

　造反派的头头，也觉着挠头，心想：若是，真把个植物人交出来，谁愿去照料？于是，就同意他们结婚了。

　这样，小姑娘就成了他的爱人。

　女儿也罢、爱人也罢，把她照顾好，这才是真的……他想：精诚所致，金石为开。

　他期待着：在自己的精心照料、精心护理下，她会在某一天的早晨；突然，苏醒过来。

　每天。他，给她喂水、喂饭，把屎、把尿，擦洗、按摩……

　他，喜欢：忙完之后，点上一支烟；独自，守着她……他，并不懂得：这，就是一种情调。但，他很在意这种感觉。

　他觉着：虽然，小姑娘只能依靠自己；而，自己不也只有她作伴吗？有了她，才象是一个家哟。

　

　七十年代，中日建交了。不少战时遗弃在中国的日本妇女、孤儿，都回到了日本。

　他，将她的情况，也向上面作了汇报。可，左等右等，没有等到结果。

　不少人，都在背后议论他，说他真是：没事，找事！最终，耽误了自己的终身大事。

　他，也知道别人的看法；但，只是笑笑，并不辩解。

　八十年代。他离休了，就一心一意地照料她。

　他，习惯充满爱意地望着她，看她甜甜的熟睡的样子，看她睡梦中脸上还挂着的满足的笑容。

　这时，他也会很满足。

　他猜想：幸福，大概就是这样的。

　他觉着：她，是无助的，可也是美丽的！

　他，不喜欢别人称她“你老伴”，更不准别人叫她“小日本”。

　他，早已习惯了，叫她“小姑娘”；自然，希望别人也这么叫。

　他，为什么不把她当作“老伴”？而把她当作“小姑娘”……没有人知道。

　

　如今。他，老了。树老根多，人老话多。

　他喜欢跟老战友们唠叨：看，咱的小姑娘，皮肤多细嫩、多光鲜，跟从前几乎一样。

　其实，这只是他的感觉；一晃，“小姑娘”亦已六十出头了。

　他还喜欢向别人炫耀：看，咱的小姑娘，身上从来没有生过褥疮；肌肤富有弹性，没有丝毫萎缩的感觉。

　确实，他将小姑娘照料得很好；几十年了，很不易。

　但，他毕竟太老了，已经有些力不从心了。

　有时，他会将过去，与现在混淆；有时，又会把幻觉，当成现实。

　他，也感觉到：自己，老了。

　因此，他很害怕：怕哪一天，一觉睡过去、再也不会醒来；而他的小姑娘，会因此遭罪。

　为这事，他多次找过团领导。

　尽管，团领导一再向他保证：一定会派个合适的人，好好照料小姑娘。可，他还是希望：在他走之前，小姑娘能够苏醒过来。

　他，时常会，疼爱地望着小姑娘……久久、久久地发呆。

　

　中秋的黄昏。

　夕阳，已在不知不觉中悄悄地下山了。

　天空，海蓝海蓝。天边的云彩，被那已下山的夕阳的回光返照，渲染得无比绚丽。

　暖暖的霞光，照在他的身上、脸上……他，仿佛睡着了。

　其实。他，已走完了漫漫的人生路；悄悄地，离开了这个世界。

　他不放心的小姑娘，幸许感受到了――他爱的召唤，那已丧失了几十年的意识；此刻，竟然渐渐苏醒……她的手指，微颤着；她的嘴巴，呢喃着；她的眼睛，聚积着泪水；而后，缓缓地溢出……

　中秋的霞光，在轻轻地歌唱：唱着温馨、唱着团圆，唱着纯情、唱着真爱……也歌唱着：一个民族，以德报怨的宏大情怀！

　……

　团长，来了；战友们，来了；整个大院里的人，都来了……这些，演了一辈子戏、看了一辈子戏的人，都流下了眼泪。

　他，身上披盖着绚丽的霞光；在中秋月夜

　到来之前，安祥地睡去。

　

　创作于　2005 年 6 月 19 日

　

　

　Gu Xiaojun novel • 01 volumes: big love

　

Translator:God has eyes　

 

Mid-Autumn Festival the evening.

Sunset, twilight Caesar Song and Dance

Ensemble of the compound to enter the area.

Sky blue. Clouds on the horizon, a brilliant

evening light, rendering extremely magnificent.

Flower beds before that sidewalk, and swayed

beautiful sunset.

He, as usual, slowly pushing her into the Rays;

always hung that satisfied smile on her face,.

Him, slowly stop the cart, and gave her the

whole entire clothes; before Weichuan with

flower beds along the stone, and sat down.

Flowers behind his open into gorgeous and

romantic!

Almost this hour of the day ... he should be

pushing her out through a thoroughly fresh

air ... many years, and have never stopped.

Her, he picked up on the battlefield; him, only

to know: She is a Japanese girl.

Past, smoke, such as the Sam Rainsy.

Subconsciously stroked his beard; caught in the

deep memories.

......

That is exactly sixty years ago, on August 15,

1945.

Japanese Emperor Hirohito announced: Japan's

defeat, surrender.

Superiors ask them to: place of surrender, pay

the enemy's armed!

May, forces them to face that part of the devils,

dissatisfied; refused to disarm and surrender ...

no way, had: playing!

That is a dusk.

The setting sun, such as blood, red clouds on

the horizon.

The troops surrounded the stronghold of the

little devils.

Series, sent up two bomb squad; may, four

comrades all unfortunate fall.

The third blasting Group to departure, he

grabbed the the blasting head of explosives

package only dropped a word: "You're at home

with his aging mother ..."

He rushed into a hail of bullets.

Bunker exploded, Devils eliminated; sweep the

battlefield, he picked up this Japanese girl.

Yan Lan ... eventually cleared; However,

something is lingering.

Why, adoption of the Japanese girl?

Him, and looking up to heaven, looking at the

cloud, looked at the wind come and go ... many

times asked yourself; but baffled.

Supposedly: He, join the army, in order to take

revenge!

......

In 1941.

Devils, launched Autumn raids, the

implementation of the "burn all, kill all, always

steal" "Sanko" policy of.

There is also an autumn evening.

Sky, burned Tong red Tong red.

Devils, food, robbed; village point.

His father, mother and a only a 5-year-old girl,

in flames, crying, struggling ... Finally, all left

the earth.

At that time, he had only one wish: to join the

army, Da Guizi! Revenge, avenge!

......

Can, why the adoption of the Japanese girl have

to do?

After much deliberation, he felt: Perhaps the

army, by education; perhaps, is our Chinese

people, generous nature.

After the liberation, he transferred to the

Military Region Song and Dance Troupe.

Settle down, he Huile Tang old quarter, this

Japanese girl has been in foster care in fellow

home received around.

The little girl, singing and dancing nature.

Regiment happened to the lack of young

performers; him, she had joined the military

arrangements in the dance team ... while

reading, while learning to dance.

......

At that time, true happiness!

Him, looking at the beautiful sunset, thinking

about a young man's romantic.

At that time, he found a young lady is very

cultural.

They, like the Japanese girl, want: her hurry to

grow up, grow into a beautiful young lady, to

become a good dancer.

May, unfortunately broken his vision.

This little girl in Japan, in a very common, very

common rehearsal, fell; I do not know how,

actually fainted.

He had to the little girl then come back, while

working, while caring for her.

His object, very dissatisfied; Finally, had to break

up.

January, two months, March ...... a year, two

years, three years ... I do not know why? The

little girl, actually has not been revived.

Years, such as water flowing.

Unconsciously, on to the Cultural Revolution ...

him to stand aside.

Someone put up a poster asked: He and this

little girl in Japan, what is the relationship ......

a man and a woman living together ... count

Editor's Note?

Him, and had to ask the head of the rebels: Can

you let them get married?

The head of the rebels, also felt scratching their

heads, thinking: If so, I really a vegetable pay

out, who is willing to go to take care of? So, we

agreed that they were married.

In this way, the little girl became his lover.

Daughter or lover worth mentioning, take good

care of her, and this is true ... he wanted to:

sincere due mountains.

He was looking forward to: in their own care,

intensive care, she will be in a day in the

morning; Suddenly, revived.

Daily. Him to give her watering, feeding, feces,

urine, scrub, massage ...

He, like: after a busy point on a cigarette; alone,

guarding her ... he does not understand: This is

a mood. But, he is very concerned about this

feeling.

He felt: Although, the little girl can only rely on

their own;, not only her companion do? With

her, like a home yo.

In the seventies, the date of the establishment

of diplomatic relations. Many of the wartime

Japanese women abandoned in China, orphans,

have returned to Japan.

Him, her situation to the above, made a report.

Can, left and right, did not wait for the results.

Many people talk behind him, says he is really:

all right, look for a job! Ultimately, delay their

marriage.

He also know the opinions of others; but just

smiled, not excuse.

Eighties. He retired, and wholeheartedly to take

care of her.

, Habits lovingly looked at her, look at her sweet

sleeping like watching her sleep face still

wearing a satisfied smile.

At this time, he will be very satisfied.

He guessed: happiness is probably the case.

He felt: she is helpless and can also beautiful!

He does not like someone called her "your

husband", and more people are not allowed to

call her "Little Japan".

Long been accustomed, called her "little girl";

natural to hope that the others are so called.

Why not take her as a "wife"? Her as a "little

girl" ... no one knows.

Today. He is old. Old tree root and more people

goes, more.

He likes to chatter with old comrades-in-arms:

Look, tantamount to the little girl, and more

delicate skin, and more glamorous, almost the

same as those before.

In fact, this is only his feeling; flash, "the little

girl have been sixty-somethings.

He also likes to show off to others: see,

tantamount to the little girl, who had never

given birth to bedsores; skin elasticity, no

shrinking feeling.

Indeed, his little girl to take care of very well;

decades, it is not easy.

But he, after all, is too old, and there has been

insufficient.

Sometimes, he will be in the past, confusion and

now; sometimes, they will illusion as reality.

He also felt: own old.

Therefore, he was afraid: afraid of the day, a nap

sleep, never to wake up; while his little girl will

therefore suffers with.

The thing is, his numerous experiences of

finding group leaders.

Although the group leader repeatedly assured

him: will send a suitable person to take good

care of the little girl. Can he hope: before he is

gone, the little girl can be revived.

Often, love looking at the little girl ...... a long

time, a long trance.

Mid-Autumn Festival the evening.

Sunset unknowingly quietly down the mountain.

Sky, sea blue sea blue. Clouds on the horizon, it

has been downhill sunset Huiguangfanzhao

rendered extremely brilliant.

Warm glow, according to him, his face ...... he, as

if asleep.

In fact. He has taken the long way of life; quietly

left this world.

Assured the little girl that he did not,

fortunately Xu felt - he loves the summon, that

has lost decades of consciousness; moment, even

gradually waking up ... her fingers, Vibrato; her

mouth, whispering; her eyes accumulation tears;

then slowly overflow ...

The glow of the Mid-Autumn Festival, singing

softly: singing warm reunion singing, singing

innocent, singing love .... singing: a nation

ambitious, good for evil feelings!

......

Head came; comrades, come; entire courtyard,

to ... these speech of a lifetime play, saw life

drama, shed tears.

His body draped covered with brilliant rays;,

peaceful sleep before the arrival of the Mid

Autumn Festival.

 

Creation on June 19, 2005